I hate being moody!

Yeah I do really hate being moody

tak tau nape lately perasaan macam tak berapa stabil

and mood malam ni rase nak update blog je

suppose mood baik nak buat assignment

tapi I don't know la

Just sebab benda kecik nak bad mood

so childish la kan?

I wish in 2011, saya akan menjadi lebih matang dan lebih kuat utk menghadapi masalah

dari sekecil-kecil zarah sehingga ke sebesar dunia

besar ke dunia ni??

tak kisah la tapi ibarat macam tu la

Mood tak berape stabil beberape ari ni

pantang orang silap cakap, silap buat, mesti rase nak marah, nak nangis

I feel like wanna scream 

I felt like people around me juz ignore about me

maybe they think I already enough to be independent

yes I am, I want to be an independent girl but I'm a girl

I just celebrated my 19th birthday last 2 months

and still I need an attention, love, and still depend on others sometimes

sometimes I need people to take care of me,to be worry about me

but it juz happen when myself feel like 'I can take care of myself ok'

but when I need people to caring about me, there isn't  for me

Yeah 2011 I already 20 years old

and maybe people around me wants me to be more independent and 

tabah menghadapi segala dugaan

Yes I will people

I will be more stronger than you all expect me to be

so bad mood and frust

need to pay more attention to my study
forget about others!

I wish I could be in front on the beach rite now
rest and so peaceful with the sound of ocean!

wish having a great time

oh sedapnye mate memandang!

p/s : need rest to stabilize my feelings back to normal..